the hardest part is letting you walk away,
and not knowing if i'll see your face again.
Then you turned around and,
said goodbye.
I knew then that it was the last time,
and you had read my mind,
by showing me your face one last time,
but it wasnt enough.
All i ever waned was you,
and you found her,
but seeing your face one last time....
made me fall for you again.
And twice as hard,
but your mind was made up.
And now your gone,
and i'll always remember that look on your face,
as you left and said goodbye.
I had never seen such a look of sorrow,
till that day,
just remember i'm here to stay,
and i'll love you everyday.
Love such a simple word,
but such a hard thing to find.
And when you do find love,
you should hold onto it tight.
Its like a feather let it go,
and you lose it forever.
So keep your love close to your heart,
because without your love you don't know where to go,
or where to start,
So don't let love go,
without it you feel lost and alone,
and with it you may feel upset or happy as can be,
but your better off with your love,
then you are alone.
Love such a simple word,
but such a hard thing to find,
I'm in love,
and i plan to keep him close to my heart,
and never ever let him go.
Don't speak another word.
We've been through this before.
You hurt me and i hurt you love sucks so suck it up.
I know it hurts but you crushed me first.
But i love you so go away before i go insane.
Love songs suck and nothings ever true.
You give them your heart but they throw it away.
You can't make them happy but they make you say
hey, love sucks but im who i wanna be you make me smile but we fight and im still okay.
You keep me going and going but i can't stand the pain
but love sucks and i gotta suck it up and be who i wanna be.
You make me wanna die
but then you make me wanna smile make up your god damn mind.
I
Those beautiful eyes.
Just looking into them i get lost.
They are the most beautiful colors.
When you smile the world smiles.
When you frown the world frowns.
So smile so i can smile i hate to see you frown.
Your heart is bright and smiling.
You are sweet and sensitive.
You make my world go round.
Without you i would die.
The sun wouldn't shine.
The world wouldn't smile.
Nothing would be the same.
So please,
Don't ever go away.
She looked upon his face and saw nothing.
Absolutely nothing no sorrow and no pain.
She wondered why he felt nothing inside.
But deep down he was hurting so much.
But no one could see.
How he truely felt.
He loved that girl and she loved him.
But she felt so much sorrow.
Enough sorrow to take her own life.
Since it ment the pain would stop.
And he knew she felt this pain because of him.
And he did nothing to stop.
The terrible outcome.
And now he will live alone,
filled with the pain that no one else has ever felt.
And he will go everyday thinking,
why didn't i save that beautiful girl.
I knew i should have told her.
That
so lets cry together not alone by Taioralover4ever, literature
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so lets cry together not alone
We've been through so much.
But we always stuck together in the end.
And she wrote I love you to death,
I'll always be yours..
so lets cry together not alone.
And in the middle of the night when we went to bed
she always told me she loved me.
But now instead of holding her close,
I'm sitting here alone.
Even though she wrote I love you to death,
I'll always be yours....
so lets cry together not alone.
Now instead of kissing her cheek when i wake up,
I sit and cry and ask myself what have I done?!
She wrote I love you to death,
I'll always be yours...
so lets cry together not alone!
And when I call her she doesnt pick up,
Something to fight for by Taioralover4ever, literature
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Something to fight for
You hear the yelling and the screaming.
Such familiar noises.
You break out in tears as punches are thrown.
You run up to your room to get away.
You hear a door slam.
You sit up in your room breaking slowly.
The phone rings.
You pick it up.
You and your lover start fighting.
You cant take it anymore.
You feel so alone.
So hurt.
So dead inside.
You think of good times.
But then you hear more yelling.
You feel sick to your stomach.
But you feel deep down inside you should keep going.
All your friends and family to fight for.
And the boy you love.
There are always bumps in the road,
you just have to get over them.
You stop and turn.
You look up at the stars.
And you think about everything.
Your life.
Your family.
Your friends.
Your lover.
And you start to wonder is this all a dream.
You start to think will i one day wake up and all of this will be gone.
You think that everything that happened so far wasnt real.
Then you think how can you sleep for days,weeks, months, and years?
And then you think one day this all might be gone.
You start to cry.
And then you stop and you turn and walk home.
And when you get there you hug your parents and your brothers and sisters.
And you call your lover and tell them how much they mean to you.
And you
My stomach is churning.
My eyes are watering and burning.
All i want to do is die.
I can't keep it in anymore.
Finally my tears burst out.
All i can hear is my heavy breathing.
Finally i hear a door,
it opens and closes.
I look up because i hear a voice.
I see him.
He touches my cheek softly and whispers comforting words.
And then he takes me into his arms.
And holds me tight.
He whispers a soft, "I love you."
And i whisper it back, "I love you too."
He pulls me closer to him and,
asks what were all those tears for?
I explain softly and slowly.
He holds me tighter and whispers more comforting words.
We finally fall asleep
When I look at you by Taioralover4ever, literature
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When I look at you
When I look at you all I see is happiness. No sorrow or pain. Then I talk to you to find you are deeply torn. All you feel is pain. I thought I had it bad. Then I find your not the happy pretty boy I
thought you were.
I need you my friends.
Cause without you would be no more.
So please don't pretend to be my friend.
Cause I need you.
My friends are my family.
For my family I feel hates me.
So please stay with me give me a shoulder.
Give me someone to hug and tell me it's alright.
But best of all a family to love and cherish.
Give me something to laugh about.
Give me something to be proud of but please my one request
Don't leave me!
I smile you frown then you look upon the ground.
You walk away in a gaze.
I feel your torn inside.
I see it in your eyes.
Something is wrong way wrong.
Were did you go??
Your happiness is gone sucked right out of you.
Were have you gone?
I look at you and you look back.
Then I see the real you all fake.
You are someone your not everyday.
What is wrong with you?
Do you think it is cool being someone your not?
Well your wrong.
Being someone your not gets you no where.
I don't know why anyone would want to go no where.
You should alaways be yourself.
Do that and you'll go far.
I will always remember by Taioralover4ever, literature
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I will always remember
I cry when I see you.
For I remember what we used to be.
You used to say, "I love you."
But you were just saying that.
I knew you were fake when I asked you about love.
Then your responce was, "I don't know."
Then I turn to you and say, "I thought you loved me?"
You look at me and say, "we are through."
I look at you and say, "why?"
You look at me and say, "well you weren't the one."
I look at you and say, "you never loved me."
Then you say, "Yeah you are right I was just messing with you."
I run away in tears knowing this.
But now I'm toughing up and I'm saying, "I don't need you any more."
I walk by you with my head held high
Do you remember those lazy days?
Where we used to love and care for eachother.
Well I do but then you took it all away.
You went with some rich girl.
I fell to the ground in tears knowing this.
No one seemed to care.
The worst part is you used to care.
Do you like her or is it because she is rich?
But who would want that?
Or do you actually like her?
I'll never know because I have no courage to stand up to you.
But I will always remember those days.
Those loving and caring days.
But my one question is,
"will you remember?"
Will I ever see happiness by Taioralover4ever, literature
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Will I ever see happiness
When will I see happiness?
Will it ever happen?
My happiness died when you left me to die.
You left me to die on the cold ground.
I remember you smiled as you left me there.
I screamed your name as you left.
But you kept on walking past me.
It as like I wasn't there.
But then one day a guy came around and picked me up.
He said, "Why are you cring?"
"Why would you care?" I responded cring even harder.
"Because your to beautiful and nice to just cry or die here."
He told me as I hugged him and cried on his shoulder.
He just held me until I stopped my cring.
He took me home and took care of me.
That day I saw the happiness I wa
I don't know who you think you are but leave me alone.
You cheated on me.
I had to find out through my best friend!
I still cry for you every night.
I cry in the open and no one stops to ask, "why?"
Then one day a guy stops and asks me, "why are you cring?"
"Well my boyfriend cheated on me.
And no one stopped while I was cring except you."
I told him as I cried harder.
He hugged me as tight as he possibly could.
I cried on his shoulder for hours.
He didn't seem to care.
"Why did you stop to ask me why?"
I aksed him as I looked at him.
"Well to tell you the truth I couldn't just leave you here.
And well I kinda like you."
He to
She looked upon his face and saw nothing.
Absolutely nothing no sorrow and no pain.
She wondered why he felt nothing inside.
But deep down he was hurting so much.
But no one could see.
How he truely felt.
He loved that girl and she loved him.
But she felt so much sorrow.
Enough sorrow to take her own life.
Since it ment the pain would stop.
And he knew she felt this pain because of him.
And he did nothing to stop.
The terrible outcome.
And now he will live alone,
filled with the pain that no one else has ever felt.
And he will go everyday thinking,
why didn't i save that beautiful girl.
I knew i should have told her.
That
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So i havent been on this in sooooooo longg!!! D: hahaha just reconnected with ~Illusive-Sanity (https://www.deviantart.com/illusive-sanity) i missed her soooo muchhh :heart: . (: Hahahha. Well Summer of 2010 has been the best summer for me so farrr. And i have been writing still a lot actually. hahahah What has everyone else been up to? Haha. How is everyoneeee. I will be coming on this more often nowww. (: Well see ya everyone.
what can i say. I have cried so so so much today. My boyfriend of 2 years and i have broken up. But i always say if we're ment to be then we'll go together again someday. But its not that depressing becuz i was falling for another guy im still kinda confused on what i want but it will all work out in the end